And people said I could NOT do this.
But with God ALL things are possible.
Starting out all odds were against me.
My dad was dealing, not small quantities
We had the guns, the expensive things the Dobermans.
We also had the violence.
My dad in and out of prison and was affiliated.
I saw some heavy things as a little girl. And spiritually fear seemed to follow me.
My dad attempted suicide and lived.
My life at a young age needed my dad but he was not around much.
So I started meeting the wrong guys. Using drugs.
The spiritual things I saw brought fear into my life.
I married a Latin jock, later he joined a notorious Biker gang.
But at 21 years old my marriage was falling apart.
My husband spit on me and told another woman to sit on his lap.
Well I wanted to beat her down for HIS behavior.
But someone stopped me.
I was just so hurt .
So I’m on the freeway and I heard a voice say to me
” kill yourself, nobody loves you, go off the cliff, run into a wall.”
I said to God, I didn’t even know his name
“God if your real please help me”
I had a vision right then of people worshipping God hands lifted and peace on their faces.
I had never known peace and I wanted this so badly.
I went back to the church a Biker chick took me to at age 17 and I told Jesus.
“All my love a man spit on, I give you my love lord”
From that day forward I never had another suicidal thought. I was 21 years old then and I have been serving him ever since.
I now minister to at risk youth. Hold Christmas parties for many underprivileged youth.. and I preach and wrote a book.
So when someone tells you, you can’t change tell
Them who can change you , Jesus !
Oh and my dad now loves the lord like me. He is the most wonderful grandfather ❤️
(Written in Spring 2017 )
Lisa C Moreno
Author of the book
“Love never gives up”
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