Ok I’m crying today , it was a little tougher. I miss him daily saying I was beautiful, staring at me , telling me my art and food was the best ! I miss him singing worship songs, saying ” let’s pray ” often , watching raiders football games, holding my hand, feeling safe with him cause he was so strong … But God helps calm my emotions and gives me peace as to where he’s at . God helps me endure the tough times as a single mom now of 5 kids. I feel like heaven is routing me on to The finish line. I feel comforted by my little Logan who I was pregnant with when he died . I have a hope & could not have made it without Jesus .